I am a human with many mistakes. i am a human with many wrong doings. i am a human with many regrets. many humans are similar like i am, but why do i feel like the whole world is gaining up on me. like everybody hating me. like i am a person on her own standing in the world. all the people i love and care for hates me. all the people i hate, hate me more. is this karma for the bad things i did in the past? for the bad thinking i had in the past? for my wrong doings in the present?
i need help. but i have no one. because i feel as if everybody hates me. because im a failure at doing things that makes them happy.
i dont know what to do. i am confused, more than anyone i know right now. i have to speak with many issues, face too many problems, to smile and to laugh.
i feel as if the brights skies are closing up on me.
(As I was reading this one.realization pops out in my mind..LIFE MAY BE UNFAIR but CHOICES are still given and CHANCES never empty..We may have lots of reason to give up but we still have ONE God who doesn't give up on us.Life is not as hard as we thought it was unless we live it to the fullest with great humanity.)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
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